All you talk is bout him .his name is all i see .does it occur to you that i will be down , when im looking at it .two days , i endure all the pain , everything you write , text , talk to is him .Who am i to you right now ? im seriously on the verge of breakind down .hell yea, guys like me breakdown for a girl .is not normal .Its easy for me to find another girl she can love me .but can i love her the way i love you ? seriously , think for yourself . If you chance upon this then read and think properly .Im not asking you to stop talking bout him .but yea , just make it less .Breaking down for me is never easy . especially when i break down for you .
i hate to think what i did wrong .
and right now , i cant find any solution for it .
i gave you love , i care for you .
tried to make you smile .
lessen you sadness .
i know i cant make it all great like he used to do .
im not similar to him .
he is who he is .
well , im who im .
Just a failure kid uh me ..
thanks for reminding me .
Fuck my Fucking Fucktard life .
It been so long , since i last update .
& i typing all this half-heartedly .
i dont know why but i feel rather down .
nothing happen to be frank .
yawn . im so lazy to update . next time i update la .
Bye :(
Like - Love - Hate - Like -Love .
Eat the first meal of the day to be fine =) !
5:25 PM
Morning bitches & bastards =)
well , its been so longg ,
since i update my blog sia .
Lazy to update actually but nothing to do so kill time uh .
Yesterday slack with Mamat , KaizerJack & his girlfriend , Black .
then slack slack .
sungguh mendak sia .
dorang satu satu keep hilang hilang .
then tak bebual banyak .
catch up alot with mamat .
He's still as annoying as ever.
asking random questions at times .
Then at around 6pm.
bid farewell , then go Derek's house to swim.
swim swim with brothers .
then play basketball with boxer only .
Lol ! i think our pic will come out in stomps .
Few Boys playing basketball in boxer .
ahahaha
played awhile then gastric came .
&& sat one corner , and felt really sick ( now still sick )
then , change out .
and went to eat my First meal of the day which is around 9.30pm .
then went home , rest awhile .
thought of watching soccer , but really no mood .
When im sick , Nothing will make me feel happy .
then sleep till now .
These few days keep sleeping at 5am & wake up at 8am .
pffft , exhausted much !
alright , i got to go !
Byeeee peeps !
i think redman is kinda cool .
unlike lil wayne all that.
No reason to say that ,
just think redman and methodman is cool .
ahhaha !
Boring uh .
baby 's prepaid is low .
and im missing her much .
but nevermind .
shall not care all this ,
exam is much important .
well , its such a boring night .
will be waiting for thurs match .
((=
The best team win . lol !
29/04/2010
This day is official for me & her .
the day that me and her get together .
the day i confess .
the day she accept.
I LOVE HER.
((=
Adakah cinta kita boleh bertahan ?
atau ia cuma satu permainan ?
Ini semua takdir tuhan .
hanya dia dapat satukan .
Aku cinta kamu .
Adakah balasannya sama ?
mungkin aku tak lama didunia .
Ajal aku akan tiba .
Jika aku tiada .
jaga dirimu seperti biasa .
cari teman yang akan berusaha
mungkin hidupmu tidak akan sia-sia.
kini aku sedari ,
hidupku harus sebatang kara .
tidak perlu cinta ,
tidak perlu hati yang membara .
kerana aku tak mungkin cinta lagi .
Nothing to post anymore .
I'll be Mia-ing .
till i want to update .
Byess
