Hey.
currently, im doing nothing.
just awake from sleep.
& i slept at 3+am.
its so hard to sleep when stress is in your head.
really, im stressed out.
im just tired of troubles !
and guess what.
i did smth stupid !
i injured myself when stress is in my head.
i dont resort to slitting.
i injured myself.
try puching walls barehanded till your hand bleed .
try kicking a big rock till your leg injured.
try knocking your head till you feel like your head gonna burst.
i've done that .
and i wanna do it more.
with this kind of stress !
dead is better then alive.
when im dead.
i would be tortured
when thousands of years of torturing is over.
i wish to have my peace in heaven.
urgh !
stressed out seriously.

Baby, thanks for being understanding smlm kay ?
i love you sayang.
really i do ;)
11more days to our one month.